clueless intentions

Clueless intentions- ia an amalgam of two of my fave movies Alicia Silverstone's "Clueless" and Sarah Michelle Gellar's "Cruel Intentions" then when I started keeping a diary. And the name stuck on since then. It also describes my life as I see it- absolutely clueless and totally deliberate after careful consideration. So this random banterings is like a dreamcatcher that ensnares all random thought that enters or for that matter escapes from my hind brain.

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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

a blog to remember

hi the last u heard from me was me cribbin abt this city....well i knw i am like im like contradicting myself...but then who cares its not like gzallions of ppl r gonna read this...well its funny the experiences that u hav when u have like 103 temp matlab its not like u hav a near death xperience its just tht u hav sooo much free time on ur hands tht after a couple ov days d only thing existing in ur mind is well wat i call "philosophy @ 103" ok so itsnt subtle n i couldnt come up with ne thing better.... so kill me already...well in my defence slepin all day has this kinda effect on u ... i ve come to relise after 14 hrs of uninterrupted sleep tht life is B E A utifulll (ok so i did a jim carrey in bruce almighty"... i mean v take so many things in life for common
matlab just take swallowing i mean for the past 3 days i cant even gulp down water let alone ne thing else... so u see its a blessing to be able to swallow.... 2. masticate... no its ntn dirty ... it means to chew.. ok so im targeting pre60 yr ppl who hav all their teeth n can chew all fine but wat abt me ... (i do hav my teeth ok) every chew makes me discover a new muscle attached to my jaw.. coz it starts paining like hell.....now seriously tell ven was the last time u sat down n looked up towards d heaven n said "thank u god for the food v eat, thnk u god for the teeth within, n specially for the mucous tht slips the food deep in"

ok now tht my meds have kicked in ...n im outa this dillusion tht in nxt in line to GOD.... so i guess this is it for now....

Friday, October 06, 2006

A bridge too far ………..from my home

29 sept 2006
Well im in a foreign territory in a foreign room and terrified of the woman outside..my friends supposed roomie… n I just met her not frightening but just a lil dazed to see me not coz of my attractive personality but coz of my unending girth…well thts that I think . u know a if u have stayd at a place for more than 3 4 yrs den no matter where ever u move, its just not the same . matlab im speakin for ppl who r movin to a city similar in services.. wat made me say his is the fact tht im originally frm chd and now Im rite now in the city of god Mumbai or Bombay as u may like it. I guess nite life is better here n d beaches r well dey r beaches… some wat over filled n over littered but well dey r beaches never d les. D 1st ones ive ever seen.. but I still think good ol chd is better even thou lites r out aftr 10 n..u get my drift dnt u… well back to my point its just tht I am used to the quite open spaces… th parks n greenery every where….ok Mumbai has its tv, movie stars etc but wat chd has is the ability to see galaxial stars d astronomical ones on a regular basis…. Its beenjust under 6 hrs im here n the chicken I had was just as weird…. God I hope I can find sumthng familiar here… but seriously its not tht bad too ..i hvnt seen much but I guess if I go out with an open mind ill get to see the other side of this town except for the congested streets mad traffic and totally dark skinned ppl…so for now im donnin my shorts n hopin for a pleasant walk at he beach…. Theres alwys a first time u knw…

PS but im still worried abt food
PSS I want my aloo paranthas n makkhan

Later the same day
Well was in juhu today… not bad a place was nice tht being d 1s beach I ever saw.. wqas a bi smelly like a nalla but apart frm tht was fine…it was nice getting my feet wet in the water n the sand fillin every crevice of my body but I guess coz of the dark I didn’t c how dirty d water really is ….. could imagine it by the smell though..nother thng isaw was some adlabs a multiplex.. they look same be it in any city… seatim was a bit comfy thou….but the traffic god help me with it…. Wont ever will I driv here….

30 September
No money.. bank holidays till Tuesday …..just sittin at home doin ntn….guess aftr tht it ll be fine ..i hope…an yways had dinner at home had ordred dal ..tht tasted like sambhar yuck….

October 1st
This morning I read an article abt bloggers that had taken over the www .. it had severly criticized various wannabes tht had failed in the real world of basically flooding the net wth their abashfull woes… now come on in this world cant ne body write any thing widout being critisised for his own cap..now come on am I forcing him to rad this or am I takin up some valueable space tht could be used to post some pathbreakin cancer research formula…

Well I xperienced first hand the mmbai shwrs tht rreally begin at the whim of a 6yr old. The weather is just too awesome so I guess today ill just lie down n njoy the rain going pitter patter on the window pane… rest will be updated as time progresses